I'm so glad it helped! When I was at that part of the journey, joining online support groups (fb has lots) really helped me understand what autism ACTUALLY is, and how it presents in life -- and written by autist brains, so sooo very helpful, haha. AANE and #actuallyautistic (sm and yt) were also big helps.

Sending good vibes you find all the clarity and tools to thrive 🌟

Edited to add: Be sure to chose groups that welcome questioning, most do, but it's respectful to be sure.